mlm td hanna dpt 1 nightmare ny lepas dngr citew pasal kak teddy n abg paffy 2.. hurm, nightmare samew mcm yg kak teddy tgh hadapi..n i can feel her heart now,, shes a strong lady man.. but akiey katew, who knows her heart rite now aite?? dlm nightmare 2 hanna mengalah demi pompan 2.. n WTF pakwe aku lngsong x amek kesah pasal aku, tp hanna tekejod coz dlm nightmare 2 hanna katew "aku rela lepasken kaw dgn diew, asalken aku dpt tgk kaw gembire n bahagie sayang " bapak arh!! kenape aty aku sngt lembot weyh?? hurm then aku teros terjage dari tito n i cant sleep at all after that soo amek conclusion pegi buad kejew bodo laa apew lg ken.. HAHA
tgh awi 2, for the second time hanna meet akiey, n hanna menyesal coz hanna x sanggop pikir ken bnd ny.. ya allah, kuad ken haty aku?? time tgh lepak ngan akiey, im was checking her phone n she said, " sayang if nmpk apew2 mcm yg bukan2 2, 2 bkn bie k?? bie bg tahuu awl2 " n i was like " huh? whts the hell?? xken owg 2 mcj dgn hantu?? xken owg 2 msj kalo diew x melayan ken?? " tp hanna hnyew mampu persoalken dlm haty coz hanna xnak gadow kat situ nnnt.. but act hanna x bace pown msj2 dlm phone diew 2...coz x sempat abg diew da smpai.. after jmpe abg diew balek kitew owg lepakdueowg n hanna minx phone diew but diew x bg, hanna hnyew mmpu berkate dlm haty " kenape x bg?? adew pompan len ke?? " hanna bkn x percayew kat u bie, tp since from hanna slalu kecewe hanna mudah takod nak percayew kat cpl hanna even siked pown kesalahan diew, hanna akan pikir negativ coz hanna da x snggop kecewe...fine, diew x bg phone n hanna just diew... but at last yg terpendam dlm haty push me utk kluarken.. im asking her "bie, bie adew layan gurl len kew?? bie adew skew gurl len kew?? " n mukew diew da len, n she asking me " kenape?? x percayew ke?? nak cek msj ny?? " hanna hnyew mampu geleng kepale coz hanna xnak tgk if adew papew yg menyakitken haty... since from that hanna anyew senyap n terasew menyesal persoal ken bnd 2...
i bukan x percayew ken u bie, tp i takod i akan kecewe lg.. even siked pown sala u kat i even siked pown i terase, tp bie i fobia, coz i takod, i takod sngt i kecewe lg,, i x snggop tahan saked nyee bie,,2 tahun n effect diew still rasew smpai skunk.. if bie betol2 adew pompan skali pown, im begging u, pliizz jgn penah bg bby perasan?? boleeyh ken?? coz bby xnak bie ilang kepercayaan dari bby.. if bie adew gurl len skali pown, bby rela undur diwi demi tgk owg yg bby sayang gmbiire n bhagie d smping owg yg diew syg.. sayang, i syg u... i xnak kehilangan u ats salah u,, bia laa kitew berpisah ats sala i.. coz i x nak i bency u sayang.. i bkn x percayew kat u,, but i maseh fobia dgn kesah silam.. mmg apew yg berlaku awi ny bnd kecik.. but effect kat aty i sngt besaaar ;(